Embracing Independence: My Solo International Adventure

“Never did the world make a queen of a girl who hides in houses and dreams without traveling.

~Roman Payne, The Wandress

I would love to say that my first foray into solo international travel was based on some grandiose plan, some well thought out quest to see the world. But really, it was because I was simply tired of waiting.

Sure, in my Goals post that I wrote earlier this year, I laid out the fact that I wanted to take a solo, international, pleasure trip. But when I wrote that, I wasn’t sure I was ready to do it so soon. But I made a goal for myself—along with the goal to see one new state and one new country every year—and I wanted to stick to it. And all of my friends had reasons—some valid, some not so much—about why they couldn’t travel with me internationally this year, even though I had been trying to orchestrate a trip for well over a year. I had finally reached my ‘put-up-or-shut-up’ point with myself. So I pulled the trigger and booked something on my own.

I can’t believe I waited so long.

Initially, I had chosen Turks and Caicos as my destination. But after a series of unfortunate events, I ended up with a solo ticket to Panama.

And. It. Was. Awesome.

Choosing The Destination

When I decided to pull the trigger, I first assessed what I wanted/needed out of my trip. I knew that I was exhausted, and that I had been working way too much. So I knew I wanted some sort of beach or ocean view or scenery. Something peaceful. A sanctuary where I could sit by the pool, at least for a couple of days, and drink. Oh, and a great spa.

I also knew I wanted some culture. I wanted to experience a culture that I wasn’t familiar with and immerse myself if only for a few days.

I also knew that, unfortunately, I couldn’t cross the International Date Line, because I would lose too much time traveling and I didn’t want to be off work for too long (big surprise there).

With all of these factors in mind (along with my innate desire to get a luxury vacation on a budget), I decided on Panama. The flight were shorter 3-4 hour segments. I knew that I loved neighboring Costa Rica and my favorite Central American country, Belize, so I figured that the culture would be cool. (Check out my posts where I found so much more in the way of AfroLatino culture and amazing community in Casco Viejo while I was there, as it exceeded all of my expectations).

Related: Need help planning your travel? Check out this travel planning guide! 

Setting Up the Accommodations

Then came choosing a hotel/resort. Because I wanted something luxurious and with an ocean/water view, I opted for the Westin Playa Bonita Panama outside of Panama City. This wasn’t the choice that most would choose because it was outside of the main hustle and bustle of Panama City, but I knew myself. I assessed what I needed. And what I needed more than anything else was a gorgeous infinity pool and a room overlooking the ocean. So that’s what I got.

The Westin Playa Bonita was amazing. The infinity pools were top notch and the grounds were super impressive. I relaxed so hard for a whole day, indulging in the spa and sipping cocktails by the pool. I actually read a book for pleasure poolside, which was a small miracle because I haven’t read a book solely for pleasure in probably two years.

My room was absolutely amazing. Garden tub, spacious room, and that view. My balcony looked out at the Pacific and overlooked the pool. Every morning I woke up, stepped out onto the balcony, took in the ocean and observed the ships waiting to pass through the Canal. It was the epitome of peace and serenity, all from the comfort of my room, and it was perfect.

The room was quite large and luxurious. There was a sitting area with ottoman where I could stretch out, a desk (if I decided to work indoors rather than poolside), and one of the most comfortable beds I have experienced. The bathroom had a huge garden tub, which was perfect for relaxing and soaking.

The staff was super nice and accommodating, especially knowing that I was traveling solo. Everyone went above and beyond to ensure that I enjoyed myself while visiting. And even though my Spanish was rusty (you really do need it in Panama), at least my accent and tone were on point, they told me.


They even threw in a couple of complimentary drinks in the lobby bar, which was perfection.  And on Friday evening, the restaurant had a Panamanian cuisine buffet that was everything. I was in a relaxing state of Zen. Which was exactly what the doctor ordered. And the drinks were pretty darn good, too!


Scheduling Considerations

I was nervous traveling by myself internationally for the first time. I had done it plenty domestically, but it is totally different on an international level. And especially when there is a language barrier (by the end of the trip my Spanish was definitely coming back, but we started out rough there at the beginning).

This is another area where you have to know yourself. I knew I was nervous, so I made sure to schedule myself a nice balance. I didn’t want to rush around all of the time, so I scheduled a day of complete relaxation, and another day to write poolside. But I knew that I needed to fill my time so I wouldn’t be overly lonely and not totally fly by the seat of my pants, so I researched activities to fill my time. And those things usually, for me at least, revolve around local culture… and food, of course.


Meeting Up and Connecting

This was the best decision I made on this trip. I knew I didn’t want to be totally 100% by myself. But I knew I wanted to embark on this solo trip and have some time to reflect on myself, my growth, and my life.

So I struck a balance. I reached out to some individuals in a couple of travel groups I am in. Turns out, another girl was planning to travel to Panama as well and her dates overlapped with mine. And further, a friend of a friend named Javier lives in Panama and owns a tour company focusing on AfroLatino culture.

I could not have orchestrated it better. My new buddy was planning to be in Panama two of the days I was there, leaving me two days of relaxation. And being Afro-Latina herself, she was super interested in the Javier’s tour, so the three of us spent a whole day exploring Panama. All three of us became fast friends (and we are still in regular communication). And then, on Sunday, what started as just wanting to hit a couple of local, authentic food spots turned into the most amazing, half-day walking tour of Panama City from the eyes of a local.

Isn’t it funny how God works things out?


My Reflections

In the end, this trip was probably one of the best trips I have ever taken. It exceeded my expectations by leaps and bounds. While I know not every trip, and especially not every solo trip will go this well, I feel like everything happens for a reason. The way things fell into place, the amazing people I met and shared drinks and laughs with, it was all divine in order. Clearly, I needed this trip to be able to give me the confidence to look into other solo travel experiences. This was a launchpad for me. If I had gone on this trip with friends, there is no way I would have had the same experience; I wouldn’t have branched out the way I did; I wouldn’t have interacted with others the way I did. And now I am the better for it. I feel more comfortable with solo trips, and I have a new travel buddy to traverse the globe with. God really gave me one on this trip.

I will definitely travel solo again. And I highly recommend everyone do it at least once. You learn so much about yourself, your surroundings. You force yourself to explore and interact in a different way. Sure, I had a couple of lonely moments. But I reflected, and I am the better for it. I feel like I know myself better. I am tired of waiting, and for those of you who are out there waiting (and I know there are some), stop waiting and just do it. You will thank yourself for it afterwards.

Below are a couple of tips for solo travel for you planning your first (or subsequent) solo trip. And, because some have asked, come back and check out my full list of tips and tricks for solo travel, as I learned and experienced them myself.

Sound Off: Have you taken your first solo trip? What makes your nervous/fearful about taking that leap? And for those who have, what other tips and recommendations do you have?


Tips for Solo Travelers: A Couple of Insights to Help You Plan Your Solo Trip

  1. Choose a destination/hotel/activities that fit your needs.  Make sure to assess your wants and needs and make sure to research all aspects to help achieve what you are looking for. This will help avoid disappointment and ensure that you have a solo adventure to remember.
  1. Occupy Yourself. Solo travel will get lonely at times. But know what you like and what occupies your mind. Love to read? Pack lots of book options. Love photography? Go on a walking tour of the city or a bus tour to a scenic, nature setting. Foodie? Check out local food tours and get recommendations on the best local spots to try.
  1. Connect. If you tend to be extroverted and a social butterfly, connect with travel communities or ask well-traveled friends if they have any connections where you are going. You may be surprised, as I was, that there were a number of connections in Panama at the same time I was, and I was able to have a great mix of alone time and time spent hanging out with others and experiencing local life from a different perspective.

Check out a complete list of Solo Travel Tips from my next post!

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36 comments on “Embracing Independence: My Solo International Adventure”

  1. How fun, and what a challenge to take a solo trip…time with me, myself, and I are important but it can be scary to take that step, being alone with ourselves forces us to reflect…Congrats on such a huge step, and thanks for sharing

  2. You don’t like coconut???? That makes my heart sad. Coconut is my favorite flavor. *sigh*

    I love that you tried so much food in Panama City. We don’t try much street food when we travel because my boyfriend is allergic to flour and we have to find places where they either don’t serve anything at all with flour or are a restaurant that understands gluten allergies. It’s tough. But I’m loving looking at all the food you got to try and all the wonderful things you saw there. It looks like such a beautiful city.

  3. First, i want to applaud you for going on such a wonderful trip by yourself! I think sometimes we let the idea of doing things by ourselves stop us from enjoying life! I’m plotting a BIG 40th birthday trip BY MYSELF and I can’t wait! Can’t wait to see where you go next!

  4. I just love how God always works things out! One of my dearest friends is from Panama and it is definitely on my list of countries I want to visit. That’s so awesome that you went ahead and just did it! 🙂

  5. I just started flying, but I don’t know if I’m ready to travel internationally by myself. I do travel by myself on occasion, most recently to Charleston. It felt good to just have some time to myself, and not have to worry about what anyone else wanted or needed. Maybe I’ll hop on a plane and hit a beach one day soon!

  6. It sounds like a great experience. I’ve traveled alone often, but never for a real vacation and never to another country. I would LOOOVEEE to do this one day. Your experience sounds amazing!!

  7. How awesome. I find spending time alone so necessary, I suppose it is the only child in me. Unfortunately I haven’t had the pleasure of traveling alone yet but now that my children are getting older I am looking forward to sneaking away alone!

  8. I am so glad you got tired of waiting and just did it! Great post and beautiful pics! I agree with your tips as well. I love that hotel and view!!

  9. So glad you had a great time on your first international trip. I am almost glad that when l first started traveling many many years ago , there was no internet to speak of. It was just me, and a guide book. No cell phones then either, imagine that! It wasn’t even that long ago. I wanted to go somewhere, and just did… Greece, Spain, London..etc.. Now, many years later, l travel with my husband mostly..but l do cherish the trips l took alone. It makes you realize that you are much stronger than you think. Hope you have many more wonderful adventures.

  10. How brave you are to travel alone, I don’t think I could ever do it but I do like the idea of peace, quiet and being able to explore by myself. Your pictures are lovely, so tropical 🙂

  11. This is amazing. I’m glad you took the opportunity. I’m also glad you chose a hotel where you could kick back and relax. That’s always important. Sometimes you don’t want to run around. Very Kool you met up with others and got a taste of being a local.

  12. Sounds like you had an absolutely amazing trip. I’ve travelled, but never solo before – perhaps I need to do this someday 🙂

  13. You can’t beat the flexibility you get when you go solo. Sure you give up a little of companionship, but you get into places and experiences that you might not otherwise get. Glad you had a great time!

  14. I do not travel much anymore-but I use to travel around the US a lot when I was younger. Many times I would just get in my car with my dog and go. I tend to be friendly though not extroverted and never had a problem talking to perfect strangers! I am so glad you had a lovely solo trip and now realize it is not so bad to be alone once in a while!

  15. I love everything about this! First I might copy your goal of a new state and new country every year. Love!! Then the fact that you did this solo has me clapping. The pics look amazing and the place seemed perfect for what you wanted. God is good!

  16. So glad you had a good time. I have thought about going overseas alone but have never had the guts! Maybe now I will!

  17. Yay!!! I am so happy your enjoyed your trip! I will need that contact for the Afro Latino tour for sure. Welcome to the solo traveler club and I’m super proud of you!

  18. I’ve always been scared to take a solo trip and the idea of traveling internationally alone especially scares me. But you’ve made it look like so much fun that I’m reconsidering now! Congrats on this huge milestone!

  19. I love that you went by yourself. I am such a big chicken that I don’t even like to go out to the movies alone, let alone a different country! Glad you had fun!

  20. I’m so glad you had a great trip! I’ve traveled solo quite a few times but never internationally. Traveling is definitely my favorite hobby and regardless if I’m by myself or with friends/family, I always try and make the most of the trip <3

  21. I have been wanting to go on a solo trip for the LONGEST! While that may be delayed a little longer due to being pregnant, it’s still at the top of my list of things to do!

  22. What an amazing adventure!! You are so brave…I have always been nervous about solo adventures much less one outside of the country but you have given me inspiration. I will do this. Panama seems to have been the perfect choice and the scenery and food looks awesome!

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